Thursday, June 20, 2013

Grumpy pregnancy

Keep remembering that nobody's going to do what I want or what I need or what I think the baby needs,  whether I'm explicit about it or not,  and as the BPD  doesn't retreat,  in fact it  it intensifies in stressful scenarios like an unknown sudden pregnancy,  I will probably only see things in such absolute black and white terms. The desire to sulk and retreat is strong and possibly wise. My brain can be fair and advocate being textbook 'fair'  letting people do as they will but surely I'll feel put upon in  any case.

Yes retreat seems to hold its appeal.

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