Friday, November 30, 2012

Tracking cycles #BPD

I reckon bad feelings and triggers have been causing implosions for days now. Seems my friends' company makes me feel good, capable, accepted, and I get on with stuff.

Meanwhile the people I loved, but can't right now feel anything positive for just fill me with rage, irritation and pain as they ignore/shun/disregard/disobey me (seems like on purpose, they maliciously want me to fall off the precipice).

The emotional paIn is sharp and goes through deep inside me, horizontal lines - heart, chest, middle.

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